Let Go.....

It doesn't matter anymore.

Things happen for a reason.

Tears eventually fade, and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed to be.

Today,  i feel so stress and i feel so left out.

I never feel all this before i came to HELP university !

It makes me miss Joey, valerie, kent and justin again.

They understand me, they care about me.

Four of them, for me is super important in my heart in inti.

Why am i so care my friends? i didn't know.

I cried, because i care.

I should focus on my studied.

don't care so much 

try to get more new friends

If not i will be alone all the time.

Today i have my lunch alone.

Did homework alone.

everything did alone.

abit emotional on that time.

I text my bestie!

and she call me !

feel so touch !

I feel so guilty towards my dear.

i drop his phone

feel so sorry

i release my stress towards him today.

i feel so guilty.

I cry in front of him 

keep cry and cry and cry 

i dont dare to face him when i am crying

i dont want to let him to see how ugly of my face 

although he saw it before.

somemore i didn't tell what happen to me.

but he took tissue for me and make me feel better.

I am sorry, I love you and i did ♥

** Moving on is a process,

and i have to promise myself that i'm really ready to let go.

I will try my very best.