What a bad day ?

This is my first time cry in front of my assignment group member.

I just can't control

The most sensitive is my eye.

The tears will drop anytime.

My heart is weak

:(

 A lot a lot of things happened!

Morning, i thought it will be my good day.

BUT we argue argue argue.

we are not happy

today my emotional "explode"

We din go for lunch buffet

make Michael so disappointed

we will make it on 

so we plan to go Shirley house and do assignment

I speak in a high tone with some angry expression to my leader today 

because of some reason

i just can't control

I think a lot at that particular time

i cry in the car :( 

shirley is the one who beside me and cheer me

i know i am so wrong.

I thought a lot of things

maybe i keep holding the magnifying glass

i keep enlarge the problem

:(

Why am i do so?

I am so stupid

I din discuss with them

i keep think negative 

and my tears drop in front of them

:(

Shirley bring me to up stair .

She talk to me

my tear keep on drop keep on cry and cry and cry 

what i tell her is what she unexpected.

freaking her out

she told me she have the same problem with me last time

although i keep on cry and cry and cry 

she keep on cheer and cheer and cheer me up :)

such a new best friend

i feel she make comfortable about the thing happened this afternoon.

THANKS Shirley ♥

I gastric and sick for whole day 

i feel so suffer

last month like this this month is the same!

Don't know why always like this :(

Evening time, when i reach main block from KPD

I almost get bang by a Bus !!!

he hon seriously

make me scare and i get shock at that time

amy and shirley pull me back and shout my name!!!

at that time, i really get shock and i really cant accept it.

Everyone was looking at me, but. . . 

I am thinking, WHY everytime when i scare because of something happen, you are not there

when i need you, you are not there

I feel afraid all the time

I just realize i became not brave at all.

I need protected sometime :(

if they din pull me back, where will i be?

I am so scare of leaving :(

What a bad day ?

I wish i never went to college today 

but it is already over.

i must move on ...