Celine Khoo :: that's just her life.

As a human being, 

i can feel 

i can sense.

And i trust my feeling.

For me, 

feeling is the most important.

If there is no feeling between a couple, what for they are together.

If there is no feeling between a friend, what for they are friend.

I don't know whether you are trusting me or not, but i can tell u, 

everything i done is with feeling and through heart.

I just hope you can appreciate.

I wish you can make me trust u more.

Today i really can sense,

i can sense that i am the annoying one, the left out one.

i know i shouldn't be there.

i know it early.

everytime is i done too much 

sometime, done too much is a fault.

treat a person good also is a fault,

because anything you have done,

never appreciated by people.

i treat a person like that is because i have feeling towards that person.

why will still get hurt always ...

i know i am so care it... is a fault also?  

when i am driving,

feel so depress and hurt. 

i can sense i am the one disturbing u today because i can see your perfunctory.

Sometime i really don't know,

which one is truth which want is joke.

I really confuse about all these.

 如果我不在乎你，我不会为你笑；不会变得这么脆弱；不会在意你做的每件事，不会静静的想着你发呆；不会记住你说的每句话，不会为你心痛；不会珍惜与你在一起的时候；不会总是不由自主的想起你；不会这么轻易地让痛苦折磨自己；不会为了一些小事跟你争执；这一切只因为我在乎你。

i just need your care. i want a true heart but not a perfunctory.you know? ♥